I had a dream said Martin Luther King and Martin Luther wrote on the wall of the church his significant postulates. I also had a dream or even many dreams in this house. Today I woke up and could not distinguish reality from a dream. We are just waking up again and again and we write about the things that we don't even know. Trying to project the meanings to the actions we are taking and the others. It is almost like to ask why this tree has to give a fruit when it is winter - the sentence Ruthi read yesterday from "Life of Pi". If Universe or other force had a meaning to do so why we bother to understand, why we cannot just get an instrument and play tunes of love in the praise of Almighty, instead of showing our attitude. I put on you tube to catch some music. It doesn't really matter that only the left channel works on my headphones, there is another pair so maybe I can listen to it again on the right channel. Youtube made me laugh with its suggesting videos writing because you watched. I chose Pink Floyd and "Coming back to life". I smoked a cigarette outside and wind chilled me down again after the dream I had. I dreamed about the game that we all are playing and how to maintain balance of your own Universe using organic pills that they appeared in your pockets suddenly and unexpectedly. "How to keep the love" - that would be more a less a title of this game. Good guys, bad guys, no body really knows if they are good or bad, all is mixed up, you cannot trust anyone because you think that all the people are against you, while actually they just try to help you, talking behind backs, telling half truth into face..... Haaaaaaa!!!! I changed the headphones paranoid myself if someone would see me now they would think I am crazy to change headphones to listen on the right ear only this time but no, in madness and our decisions there is a lot of faith and courage included and now I can listen to this beautiful song again on both ears, isn't it wonderful!! As if love could be kept, and where? How you can pack it into your small box hiding it behind the drawer. How can you keep the highest spirit of Earth closed? And why you should do it? You know that all the time and I know it perfectly well because I do it again and again that I think that love is something super special that happened only to me instead of sharing it, instead of giving, instead of accepting all that is coming with love, then even the darkest demon with drink morning coffee by your side laughing to your jokes and will feel loved and that what we all need and that is we can all give to each other. So it is as in this game that when you think that you are an enemy of someone or someone want to cheat you it is only for your good. But don't try to think that you are Panchenlama or some other significant person of this world because you will probably end up with non-organic pills.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVxnNNGjubg&feature=feedrec_grec_index
I listen to it already the third time and on both ears really amazing stereo!! I tell you!!
Few days ago I listened also to one of my brother when he played three strings instrument and his fellow played on darbuka and another guy was jamming on contrabase.(this word is made from the Polish one and means more a less the same instrument that jazz players use 0 the huge bass). He opened again my heart floating with appreciantion to life, with respect to life and people, with thankfulness to things that help us, to our bodies that carry us on, to our parents that once they gave us beginning. Now I listen to the craziest Shaman on Earth that I know and his name is David Gilmour. Just standing and just playing there. JUST playing that immediately all your strings of your soul start to pull your body into dance and ecstasy of beauty, art, God, gods, your beloved one. And I could even put louder!!!!! Such a happiness of mine today night. During the day there is also night but this one is real, this one is when you dream the great dreams, when you lay down naked to the woman that you love the most in the whole world, when you wake up you think you are getting mad and that all the people hate you and are against you, and the moment when you sit just behind the keyboard and listen to this amazing tunes of the Universe embodied in guitar and voice of David Gilmour, and apparently millions of musicians all over the world or apparently in seven billions musicians All over the World. And I just read the comment under the same youtube vide that someone is sick when people comparing David Gilmour to God. HEHEHEHEHHEHEHHEHEHEEEEE...... and someone writes that (God apparently) is great and all but is no David Gilmour.
Yeah the God has to be fiercfull, judgmental, and this poor David he only plays so beautifully that people are crying in the dark nights over their shortages and how they cannot break the walls to say to others that they love them. Hmmmmmmm. Now it is six thirty and probably Laurent will wake up to the day and maybe we will get some tea together and listen to some more music. And then the day will come and after this a night.... so for all crazy diamonds one more beautiful piece of peace from God - heehehhehhee
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQYaVb4px7U&NR=1
