I lived in a dream. I tried to catch reality in the moment and digest it in eternity. It hit me when I realized that I can not hold the time, that in its abstraction it is not possible to get something that doesn't even exist. As if life would be only a moment, and whose life, life is a moment of eternity and eternity is a moment of life. How you would not look at it you will understand that you are already gone, that all illusions are dismissed and that instead of enlightenment you are standing on the crossroad of depression and enjoyment. Your one leg takes you forward the left another one to the right. You cannot walk on the both ones. So now is a time to choose a path.